I Committed Suicide Before Defeating The Final Boss - Chapter 201
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A chilly atmosphere.
I fell asleep looking at the atmosphere, and brought up a new topic to brighten the mood.
“By the way, what is that?”
At those words, Cynthia spoke while lifting the gift box she was holding in her arms.
“Oh this? “I bought Hana a gift to become closer to her.”
“gift?’
I looked at it because I wanted to know something.
Cynthia smiles brightly and whispers softly to me.
“Puroro.”
“… ah.”
When I heard that, I smiled awkwardly and told him the truth.
“That’s out of style.”
“yes … ? “Puroro is not a trend?”
“Oh, I heard that was a long time ago.”
I nodded, remembering what Miria had told me, and Cynthia looked embarrassed.
It seems like he put a lot of thought into choosing a gift.
I laughed at Cynthia’s reaction, then turned my head and said, ‘But just in case, give it to Hana.’
“… “I guess so.”
Cynthia sighed and looked at Hana, then opened the gift and spoke to Hana.
“Hana, how about this?”
Puroro Animal Set, a collection of glasses-wearing penguins and other unique animals.
When I showed this to Hana, Hana seemed uninterested at first.
“Wow… And it resembles Mangmung.”
He noticed a pure white teddy bear at the edge and seemed to be interested, staring at it with bright eyes.
‘With the dog… ‘They look alike?’
Other than being white, I don’t think there’s much of a resemblance.
Still, he liked something, so I thought that was it and gave him a teddy bear.
One is hugging it tightly and is very happy.
“Oh, that’s a relief. “If you didn’t like her, she would have been hurt.”
Cynthia, seeing this, smiled and nodded with satisfaction.
He speaks condescendingly to Hana.
“Hana, that’s what I gave it to you. “Do I really need to remember that?”
“yes … !”
I smiled and thought for a moment as I saw Hana nodding her head.
‘I think I like this quite a bit. Should I show a video related to Puroro on MeTube?’
I think that if I can make one person happy with something like this, I can show it as much as I want.
I picked one up and headed to the living room.
‘If you show it on your cell phone, your eyes will get worse.’
I decided to make Hana look at the big screen from as far away as possible and talked to her as I sat her down on the sofa.
“Hana, is there anything you want to see here?”
I listed a list of related videos on MeTube and asked Hana.
One tilts his head and looks at the screen, then points to a pure white bear filling the screen.
I seemed to like this bear character, so I decided to play it.
‘It seems you like it.’
I watched this for a while, thinking it was a good thing, and decided to leave for a moment to catch up on some late work.
One, like a ghost, senses that I am about to leave and grabs the hem of my clothes with his hand.
Then he taps the seat next to him with his palm and speaks to me.
“Apppa’s seat is here.”
It looks like he was told back that he shouldn’t go.
I smiled slightly at that one reaction and sat down.
One sits down in my arms, hugs the doll tightly, and focuses on the TV.
I am stroking one such head and healing for a while.
Suddenly, a scene of animal characters dancing appears on TV.
I am watching this in confusion as it is a somewhat unexpected development, but Hana speaks in a somewhat excited voice as if she actually liked that part.
“Abba… Dance!”
Are you puzzled by the word dance?
One looks up at me with sparkling eyes and smiles, then soon gets down from my arms and starts dancing after the animals.
At that sight, I felt a strange sensation and could not help but blink for a moment.
In the past, you never wanted to leave my side.
Now, sometimes, there were times when he fell from my side.
‘From now on, there will be more and more times when you will fall from me.’
This must be the feeling that adults talk about.
I closed my eyes for a moment, looking at Hana in silence with a strange feeling.
‘I am one who no longer needs me… ‘
Even just imagining it made me feel sad.
It will definitely happen someday, so you need to prepare your mind.
‘Of course, there’s no need to worry anymore.’
I thought it would be better to think about such an assumption in advance, so I stuck that thought in a corner of my head.
I am watching Hana dancing, shaking her body here and there.
Miria, who was watching this, smiled playfully and spoke to me.
“why? “Is it sad to see you grow up?”
Judging from the smile on his face, it looks like he’s trying to play a joke.
I sighed and tried to ignore that expression, but Miria spoke to me teasingly.
“Even if Hana cried and screamed and made a fuss to tell him not to go, it would be too late for the person who went away without mercy to regret it now.”
“… … ”
I want to refute it, but I can’t refute it because of the facts.
Because of that, while I was sighing while looking at the distant mountains, Miria quietly clung to me and started talking.
“So what is it… “I think it would be okay to have another child before they all grow up.”
It was such an embarrassing suggestion that I instantly chuckled.
Miria speaks to me while scratching her red cheeks with her fingers.
“Si, if you don’t like it, don’t.”
“It’s not that I don’t like it… “Because it was so sudden.”
“Yeah, that’s right.”
Miria smiled awkwardly and avoided my gaze, probably embarrassed by what she said.
I smiled for a moment while looking at Miria like that, then lay down on the sofa and talked.
“That would be nice too.”
“Joe, you like it?”
Miria was startled by what I said, and hesitated, putting her thighs together.
Soon, ‘It’s a foul, that’s…’ It spits out an unknown word, ‘!’ and then disappears somewhere.
I looked at Miria’s back, shrugged my shoulders in a way that I didn’t understand, and took out my cell phone.
‘I should take a lot of pictures.’
Memories may fade, but photos will not fade.
In order not to forget, I decided to take a picture and took a picture of Hana dancing.
‘cute.’
Maybe it’s because he’s wearing dolphin pajamas, which makes him even more cute.
As I was healing from that sight, Hana, who had finished dancing, ran towards me again and started talking.
“It’s over… !”
“okay?”
“yes. “Are you good at dancing?”
When I nodded my head to show that I danced really well, Hana smiled and hugged me.
I picked one up, patted it, and then touched its cheek.
* * *
Around evening, while I was playing with Hana, Lucia called me.
“I’m Jeong Hyeon-ni.”
Hearing that charming voice, I had no choice but to decide to visit Lucia for a while.
He spoke while stroking Hana’s head.
“Hana, Dad, I’m going to go to the kitchen for a moment. “I’m taking good care of my dog and cat.”
“… yes!”
I can definitely feel it growing.
If it were like the old days, I would have told him not to go, or he would have clung to me.
I went out feeling strangely sad.
As I come out, Lucia clings to me and whispers softly.
“Junghyeon, is it true that you promised to make Miria a younger sibling?”
“… what?”
“I heard Miria bragging about it earlier. “Jeonghyeon asked Miriam to make one for about 10 of her younger siblings.”
What kind of bullshit is this again?
I shook my head, deciding to smack Miria on the head the next time I saw her.
“No way.”
“… “Isn’t that true?”
When I nodded, Lucia sighed in relief and rubbed her head against my chest, then smiled brightly and spoke.
“Then this is what I’m talking about. When are you planning to make it with me?”
… You said something ridiculous on purpose to say this.
I thought that the fact that Miria had said such a thing could have been a lie, and I poked Lucia’s forehead with my finger.
“… … ”
Then Lucia looked at me with an aggrieved expression, covering her forehead.
I told Lucia the story that was in my heart.
“this year.”
As soon as I said this year, Lucia’s eyes widened and she wiggled her fingers as she spoke to me.
“Really?”
“maybe?”
I didn’t want to do it just because I wanted to, so I answered appropriately.
Lucia nods her head quickly as if she is satisfied with even that and shouts to me.
“Then I will be ready… !”
preparation? What are you preparing for?
I didn’t understand so I tried to ask, but before I could, Lucia left somewhere.
I shrugged my shoulders as I watched Lucia quickly disappear and turned around again.
‘Then let’s go play with Hana again.’
Having decided to do so, I hummed a tune and entered the room.
A spirit flies towards me and makes a hissing gesture.
I nod my head at this and carefully open the door to see Hana sleeping inside the room, hugging a cat.
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That look was very cute.
I smiled and took a picture of this scene with my cell phone.
I watched this, thinking it was healing to see how peaceful it was.
He slowly approached Hana and carefully picked her up and placed her on the bed.