I Committed Suicide Before Defeating The Final Boss - Chapter 202
Only Ranovel
“Both Nyangnyang and Mangmung must be friendly… Otherwise, the bad tiger guy will come and say “Kwaaaang” and I’ll be scared… !”
It’s the beginning of summer, which has become very hot.
One scolds the cat and dog who are fighting with each other and makes an angry expression.
I was laughing silently because it was so cute, but Lucia, who was nearby, sighed and spoke to me.
“Jeonghyeon, I saw it in a book yesterday… “I saw that if children are not allowed to play with children of the same age as toddlers, their social skills will decline.”
I was momentarily startled by those words and spoke to Lucia.
“… “Lucia, you read the book?”
In response to such a question, Lucia blinks and tilts her head as if she did not understand what I was saying.
It was so cute that I tried to hold back my laughter and continued talking.
“Nothing. By the way, your social skills are decreasing?”
“yes yes. They say that you can only develop proper social skills by playing with people of similar age, so if possible, it is better to let children play in places such as playgrounds or playrooms.”
Those words reminded me of one of my usual actions.
… As Lucia said, there was a strong tendency for one to cling to me, so I thought I should take that into consideration.
‘I can’t keep living with it.’
Of course, it would still be good, but… Maybe that will be difficult.
In order to foster independence, I thought it would be better to let the child play with peers as Lucia said.
‘Should I look into something like kindergarten?’
The first thing that came to mind was kindergarten, so I tried to look into it at first.
‘If that happens, one person might really hate me.’
Having committed similar sins several times in the past, I decided to put these thoughts aside for now.
So, after sighing and scratching my head, I decided to go to the playground like Lucia mentioned earlier.
‘Before that, of course.’
I thought it would be better to cover the horns with magic, so I asked Cynthia, who was watching us nearby, to do the magic.
I nodded with satisfaction as I looked at the one horn that disappeared in an instant and went out.
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‘Exchange.’
I put on my dolphin pajamas and was lost in thought for a moment as I looked at the one still clinging to me.
Getting kids to play at the playground itself wasn’t difficult.
Since Hana did not want to play ‘with other children’, I wondered how to solve this problem.
‘The best way here is to instill the idea that playing with other children will be more fun… ‘
The problem may be that they think playing with themselves is more fun than playing with their peers.
I think it’s a pain because I know these things better than anyone else.
Miria, who was following me cheerfully, was eating snacks and talking to me.
“Just leave it alone. Later, when they grow up, they will become independent.”
In response to those words, I tried to say something like, ‘Aren’t you being too insincere and saying it’s none of your business?’
Before that, Miria continued speaking.
“And to begin with, Hana is only one year old now. But what kind of independence is this? Instead, you care about me and give me affection.”
… One year old?
Those words made me realize again something I had unconsciously forgotten.
‘Oh, that’s right, I was one year old.’
Since I looked like I was four or five years old since I was born, I had forgotten about it for a while.
As soon as I realized that fact, I quickly gave up trying to make one stand on its own and declared to Lucia nearby.
“Let’s just wear one for the rest of our lives.”
At those words, Lucia blinks and looks at me, then nods and speaks as if that is not a bad thing.
“… Surely then there would be no need to develop social skills!”
“That’s it. As expected, Lucia, you know something.”
“lol.”
Miria, who was listening to this conversation, looked at us as if she had no answer and shook her head.
I was laughing while looking at Miria like that, and Miria sighed and continued speaking.
“Still, I have to make an effort to reduce my dependence on you little by little. “Apart from being cute, it’s too much.”
I nodded my head in agreement with that.
Miria shrugs and lightly taps my back.
“Anyway, try your best, Mea Dad.”
Mea dad? I looked up to see what this meant.
Miria speaks to me in a playful voice.
“I decided to name my first child Mea.”
“… “Uh, huh?”
I was dumbfounded by the extremely spicy drip, but Lucia, who was standing next to me, hardened her expression and glared at Miria.
Miria looked at Lucia’s expression and waved her hand with a sly expression.
“Anyway, you two should try. “There’s no need to rush, but it’s good to make an attempt.”
At those words, I nodded and looked at Hana.
A figure burying its face in my arms and smiling.
I told Hana about it, thinking I would understand why they said it wouldn’t really hurt if I put it in my eye.
“Hana, what do you want to do most at the playground?”
When asked that question, Hana smiled brightly and listed the things she wanted to do, as if there were many things she wanted to do.
“Pushing and… This is how you make a castle and drink it. “Last time, I built a castle this big and it took a lot of work.”
It looks like he wants to go swinging and playing in the sand.
I remember those words, and while I was doing these two things, I decided to let the two of them play when I found a kid nearby who seemed to be around the same age.
First, we moved to the swing.
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“Wow… “I am the happiest in the world.”
Perhaps because I learned the phrase ‘the best in the world’ on TV the other day, I use it often.
I find it cute that someone uses such words, so I laugh a little.
One touches the swing and talks to me in surprise.
“Abba… And it’s hot… !”
Maybe it’s because I’ve only ridden it in the winter, but it seems like this is my first time touching a heated swing.
I looked at one such and spoke jokingly.
“really?”
“yes … ! “It’s so hot that I have to touch it.”
At those words, I was startled for a moment and quickly looked at Hana’s hand.
Fortunately, he didn’t seem to be hurt, but I looked at the swing, asking Lucia for treatment just in case.
‘Next time, it would be better to cover it with a cloth or something and make it sit down.’
I sighed, deciding to do it as the weather was going to get hotter.
‘There are still many things lacking.’
I, who thought I was showing off as a newbie dad, shook off the swing with my palm to cool off the heat.
He placed a handkerchief on it and spoke to Hana.
“Now then, shall we go on the swing?”
“yes!”
I sat one down on the swing, carefully pushed the swing, and got lost in thought.
‘It’s difficult.’
I thought I was paying attention to most things, but when I actually looked into it, I found that it was lacking.
As I was regretting that and reflecting, Hana looked back and spoke to me.
“One, ride this and use this. I am the happiest in the world… !”
“okay?”
“yes. And playing with dad makes me the happiest in the world!”
The most important person in the world.
I felt even more sorry for those words, so I kept my mouth shut for a moment, and then I asked Hana one thing.
“Hana, do you want to eat ice cream later?”
“Ash Cream!?”
When I told him that I would buy him the ice cream he had been obsessed with recently, I could see him shaking his head and getting excited.
I smiled as I looked at Hana, who was extremely happy, and then spoke to Lucia.
“It must be hard, but I’m resting in the shade for a while. “Isn’t it hot?”
Lucia thinks about those words for a moment, then clings to me and talks.
“Is it actually better because it’s hot? Because it’s so hot, I can see Jeonghyun’s bare skin!”
I thought she didn’t understand anyway, so I poked Lucia on the cheek and then spoke.
“Then let’s go to the supermarket first. “Let’s buy some water to drink.”
“… Ash Cream… ”
“Okay, let’s buy ice cream too.”
“yes! “One has strawberries.”
Hearing that strawberries were good made me feel playful, so I suppressed my laughter and asked Hana.
“What should I do if there is only chocolate ice cream at the supermarket?”
Hana blinked and looked at me, probably taken aback by those words, and after thinking for a moment, she came up with a rather cute answer.
“Well, then you have to wait.”
“I have to wait?”
“yes. “Whenever I wake up, I’m in trouble.”
“okay? Who brought it? “Do you know who got one?”
Hana thinks about that question again, then tilts her head and speaks.
“Mom… ?”
Since Lucia usually takes care of various things for him, he begins to wonder if Lucia is bringing it to him.
I thought that kind of idea was cute, so I laughed without saying anything.
Soon, in order to protect her innocence, she told me something appropriately made up.
“Actually, the fairies brought it to me.”
At the mention of a fairy, Hana’s eyes light up and she asks, ‘Jja?’
He seemed to like it, so I nodded and told him about it.
“really. “There are fairies in this world who work from 9 a.m. to 6 p.m. If you give them a small green gift, they will do the work for you.”
At those words, Miria, who was next to me, poked my side with a scared expression and shouted in my ear, ‘What are you doing!’
I’m laughing at Miria’s reaction.
One looks at me in surprise, wiggles his fingers and talks to me.
“Wow… Even the fairies like the same green leaves… ”
It seems he thought the green gift was a leaf.
To those words, I smiled, nodded, and spoke to Hana.
“It’s a leaf, right?”
My side is being stabbed again.
I didn’t think I could handle any more pranks, so I decided to call it a day and told Hana.
“Then let’s go get ice cream.”
I picked up the one that was naturally held in my arms and moved to a nearby supermarket.