My Girlfriend Is a Yandere - Chapter 134

134 – Relationship Reversal

Jinah was an adult.

She is better at studying than I am, and since she has experienced many things, I can say that she has a better insight into the world.

Because she was like that, she couldn’t understand what she was saying or what the meaning of what she was doing was.

I will give you my heart and soul.

She couldn’t think of it as a mere joke.

She’s sincerely sorry for me, she’s even apologizing for what she did wrong… I’m dizzy with what’s happening right now in front of my eyes.

It caught my eye that the body, which was rolled up like a loaf of bread, was shaking.

This isn’t the first time Jina has apologized to me. A few times she was in middle school and a few times in high school.

If you think about it, she thinks about her apology for a moment, and the intensity of her apology is getting stronger with each passing year.

I’m sorry, I made a mistake- I’m not just saying it, I’m shedding tears and apologizing profusely, and then praying that I’ve made a mistake.

Then she ends up bowing her head, pretending to have thrown away her pride and everything.

At her father’s funeral a while ago, I’m sorry. When she apologized and threw her away – Jin-ah disappeared somewhere for several years.

Maybe… If that happened this time… I thought I would never see Jin-ah again.

I sat on her bed and looked at her for a moment.

I was wrong, sorry. Let’s be friends from now on.

When I was young, I wanted to hear Jin-ah’s brief apology… But she didn’t feel comfortable with her now.

When you put cola in a pot and boil it, it feels like sticky sugar is smeared on the floor…

There was still a feeling left in her heart that hadn’t blown away… I’m not quite sure what this feeling she’s feeling right now.

What is this feeling? Anger, futility, annoyance, displeasure, joy, exhilaration, delight…?

In the past, I wished Jina would die.

I thought that she would like to be punished for her wrongdoing, but seeing this in front of my eyes made me feel strange.

Just a few minutes ago, she was the one who was holding me in my arms and making a happy face, why did she get down on her knees and do me wrong.

I’m sorry. Am I asking for forgiveness?

Will I feel better if I push Jin-ah out of here? Will I ever regret this choice?

If you accept her apology, will I repay her true self as much as I did to her ..?

Seeing her on her knees in front of me, I could feel her heart pounding.

Passing by, I impulsively lifted her foot and stepped on Jin-ah’s head… And crushed it, as if I were trying to pick flowers scattered around her roadside for no reason.

– Oh!

Perhaps it was because she had put her weight on it, she could hear pain from directly below.

Compared to me, who was already over 180 in height when I was in high school, and who would take 100kg if I neglected her body a little bit, Jina had small hands, short feet, short stature, and also a small head.

Although I just carried it, it made a painful sound.

Even if Jina ate her heart on her own, that was not the weight she could bear.

“Do you have any regrets?”

I heard that I can do whatever I want, but isn’t this enough?

He stood up Jin-ah who was lying on the floor.

A red spot was engraved on his pure white forehead. Her face is not hurt.

Then what should I do first?

If you can do whatever you want, I will try to hurt you as much as possible.

I don’t have any hobbies when it comes to bullying and bullying people. I am not a generous person to the extent of making things that have happened so far have never happened.

… Come to think of it, she remembered what Jin-a had done to her before.

“I need something, and you say it. I need something like this.”

“…?”

I whispered into Jin-ah’s ear.

As soon as I finished my words, her face turned red… But Jina never refused to say anything.

2)

I don’t want to be separated, I want to stay like this forever.

I want to stick with Yoo Seon from now on. Compared to what I’ve done so far, that’s a really ridiculous wish.

Even if I am criticized for being shameless, I will accept anything and everything.

I always made a promise, but I was too scared to accept it… I was afraid that I would hear bad words from Yoo Seon-i’s mouth…

I was so scared to come across it… I haven’t talked to Yoo Seon on that subject since I came here, but… I’ve changed my mind.

I love you so much that Yoo Seon won’t hate me more than now.

From now on, if I’m trembling in fear, will you stay by my side?

We’re friends… Friends… So…I’m sorry right away, I was wrong. I like you, I love you.

I made a lot of mistakes and made a lot of mistakes, but can you accept me like this…?

She knelt down and bowed her head.

Don’t run away, don’t run away. I want you to be close to me in the future, and I hope you don’t push me away anymore.

I would do anything for that.

Did my earnest prayer like this work through Yu Seon?

Yoo Seon didn’t push me away.

I couldn’t see what kind of expression he was making while bowing his head in front of Yoo Seon. Instead of answering, Yoo Seon stomped on my head hard…

I was afraid that I would hate it if I showed pain… I tried to hold it in, but I couldn’t… Come to think of it, I did this to Yoo Seon in the past…

Yoo Seon-i lifted me up with his arms and whispered something in my ear.

Perhaps Yoo Seon-i intends to repay what he suffered..?

Looking up like this, Yoo Seon-i’s expression was a little different from before. It looks a bit… Dark, rough, ferocious… A bit scary…

-Kungkung… Kungkung…

I don’t know. My heart trembles like this…

“When will you bring it?”

“…That… I’m sorry! Wait! I’ll get it soon…”

Since I am sitting on the floor and hesitantly, Yoo Seon-i speaks in a slightly growling voice as if he doesn’t like it…

I just said it… I could feel a tingling sensation as if electricity were going through my body.

I hurriedly got up and picked up my tablet to order something.

Originally, you can only order food… If you write down what you want in the comment section here, won’t that item come?

It’s not like a refrigerator or washing machine… It’s a small item… I think it’ll be enough.

I tapped the screen to type the text.

I pressed the direct send button, and a moment later I heard a knock on the front door.

I usually push the things I want to do through the hole under the door, but that wasn’t the case today.

I really want you- to come get this… I want to ask if you really ordered this… I think that strong will is transmitted all the way here.

“I made it because I wanted it..! You don’t have to worry about it!”

I said it proudly. I ordered this because I wanted it..!

I would have been hesitant about ordering a blade-like weapon, but this isn’t that kind of thing.

And… I have also bullied Yoo Seon-i with this many times… In fact… You can stab me randomly with a sharp fork… Judging from the fact that Yoo Seon-i did not…

You say this… But you’re still nice…

“…”

The man who brought us the goods through the front door was silent. It seemed like I could hear the cry in my heart saying, “If you really want it…”

Anyway, it’s not like food, it’s a product- I think it takes a long time to get it.

I sat quietly on the sofa and waited for the goods to arrive.

Yeon Seon was sitting in the room.

I think that was the longest time in my life.

Yoo Seon, who was sitting quietly, kept watching him, and unknowingly tugged at the end of his nightgown with her fingers.

I can only breathe, but his heart is pounding… And his head is dizzy.

At that time-the item came in with a clicking sound.

I feel like I’m floating on the clouds, and my sanity is back again. I hurriedly ran to the front door.

I don’t know where I bought it, but when I opened the plastic of the gray parcel, I saw what was inside.

I touch it with my fingers… Then go to the bathroom where there is a mirror, and put it on.

The finish on the neck is rough… It looks like the skin will be slightly peeled…

Still, I think it will be fine if I keep wearing it..!

The part connecting the neck and the chain is also tight, so it doesn’t seem like it will fall off even if you give it strength… Most of all, I like it because the rope is long.

While checking to see if there was anything wrong with the item, I could see my reflection in the mirror.

The ‘me’ in the mirror had a happier expression than anyone else in the world.

After all the preparations, I entered the room with Yu Seon again.

I could feel Yoo Seon-yi’s gaze, which was sitting still staring into the sky, was focused on me.

-Kikkik…

The sound of waking up from bed.

Yoo Seon stands upright in front of me… She is much taller than me, so standing in front like this makes me feel intimidated…

No matter what I do… I can’t beat Yu Seon… Someone stronger than me… I’m nervous.

What kind of work did he make me do…? Just thinking about it, my legs are tingling, and my head is dizzy…

“…Hey… Yoo Seon-ah… I did everything I ordered… Now what should I do…?”